So weak...

The life of a human being is such a roller coaster is horrible... Happy one month, super depress the next, exhausted, stress out, joyful etc... Is like everytime Im plannin on gettin back on to wat i suppose to do, somethin just comes n knocks me down and sometimes it could just be the stupidest things. I notice now more than ever before that Im alot weaker than i ever thought n is sad. Sometimes I just wish I had no control in my life n that God would just decide everythin himself! I could seriously use some prayer...

M.A.P.

So bored...

I have to say I enjoy writing even when I know no one will read wat I wrote... Right now I'm just bored at work n myspace which is my usual bloggin place is locked so I decide to do some writin here... Thanks to Josue I decided to open a blog on this site n it my turn out to be a great thing!

Sittin here in my office all alone n wit nothin to do, sometimes my mind begins to wonder off n think of some of the most strnage things. So when ever that happens now I will have somewhere to write it wit out hurtin my hands lol... Well this is the first of hopefully many to come.

M.A.P. n A.P.